Lost For Words......

...is exactly how I feel. I have not been quite myself in the last couple of week. Lost and confused. Everything is fine on the superficial level, but deep inside I miss something which I don't know. Sounds really crazy. But thats the way it is.

Its high time I decide about my long term goals. To take or not to take CAT is the BIG question in my mind nowadays. Haven't given it a good thought though.....

All I can think right now is the amazing lyrics of one helluva song by arguably the best band in the world......

Lost for words

I was spending my time in the doldrums
I was caught in a cauldron of hate
I felt persecuted and paralysed
I thought that everything else would just wait

While you are wasting your time on your enemies
Engulfed in a fever of spite
Beyond your tunnel vision reality fades
Like shadows into the night

To martyr yourself to caution
Is not going to help at all
because there'll be no safety in numbers
When the right one walks out of the door

Can you see your days blighted by darkness?
Is it true you beat your fists on the floor?
Stuck in a world of isolation
While the ivy grows over the door

So I open my door to my enemies
And I ask could we wipe the slate clean
But they tell me to please go fuck myself
You know you just can't win